Bad Bunny

Hi

I've been absent, mainly because I couldn't be bothered to post an update. Sorry!

Since last time I've come into contact with some new shows. I've all but abandoned Torchwood fan fiction (I didn't do it voluntarily), I've begun watching One Three Hill and Supernatural and going crazy over Merlin. And at the same time I'm reading Brisingr, third book of the Inheritance series.

Over on Tor.com, I'm following the WOT re-read, which is great. It's a great way to keep us occupied until A Memory of Light comes out. Everyday I read updates on The Legacy Challenge, and it amazes me how many great legacies there are.
I'm also scouring fanfiction.net for Merlin stories, some good WOT stories and when I'm done with Brisingr I can read Inheritance stories too.

Gotta go, downloadings to be done,

Ine

Stupid conscience

I frigging hate my conscience sometimes, and I don't think my family realizes how it affects me. I always unload the dishwasher, because if I don't, I feel guilty because my mom has to do it, and she always says she has enough to do, and that we have to do something around here too. And between me and my little brother, I do everything around the house.
Another example just happened. I was out partying yesterday, and drank a lot. So today I'm suffering from a headache and a queasy stomach, which my mom knows. Earlier today I said I wanted McDonald’s food, which is kinda good even when you're hung over. Then, just now, she said that she was going outside, then I was going to come outside, then we were going to take a walk in Kleppeloen, a park, and after that, we were going to eat at McDonalds. First thing I said was "A walk? Are you crazy? I don't feel like taking a walk, I'm too nauseated". "It'll do you good," she said. No, it won't. I can feel bile rising at the thought of a walk right now. So she just goes outside.
Then, my conscience hits me and I feel guilty like shit. Why do I have to feel guilty, when I'm too sick to take a walk!